total bliss, nirvana

i just tried to figure out how much money approximately i spend on groceries a week. it turns out i spend about 50 euros a week on just the bare essentials, that's including diapers, wipes, frsh vegetables and fruit, healthy snacks, drink, etc. i actually will now start to get only 70 euro's a week, and after tobacco, that means i have not one cent over to ever do anything fun, and what saddens me even more, is that i will not be able to share my wealth. i had made a habit of giving x amount to different street people in the neighbourhood. i have to hope that my bike stays functional, as there will be no money for transport, and i won't be able to get minutes for my phone, therefore my social life will be less as well. quit smoking? i will probably end up not smoking 3 out of 7 days the way it's looking now anyway, and i'm stressed enough as it is! what am i going to do? what am i going to do? what am i going to do.