A friend who thinks she's better

I'll be there for you
and tell you every right word and every good thing
I'll shine my light for you
I'll be an example

I'll pretend I really care about what it is you are saying
in the chance that I might win you for my cause
Because I want jewels in my crown, and that is all I really care about
And I want to be glittery to all who will fall for it
Let noone see that I am flawed
After all, what would they think of you to let me be as flawed as I am

And I'll pretend and pretend and pretend
until the very end
Since I can't stand the sight of me without my face
I'd rather you not see it and nobody know
I'd rather you love the facade
than hate who I am
I'd rather be there for yours
and ignore the truth

Please, let me forget about you
because you pierce me right through
To you, I exist as a member of parts
But to me, I'm above those and everything else



Well friend, if you saw anyone but yourself you would know that it is not ME who asked the wrong questions and didn't pursue.
It was you.
BUT YOU DON'T EXIST!